So now again.. to fill in void in my life.. which gets created after I being ported/deported to onsite.. well was it my decision... ? Don't know.. people back home are commenting... on my lustfulness... or my ignorance.. or if I say.. on my greediness .. of accepting this option.. while I had many better bright future aspects.. many good companies... a baggage full of bright future.. which one can only dream of... but I denied them one by one.. slowly after considering, reconsidering.. and again considering.. for many sleepless nights....
then after which I took a U turn.. which many of you.. will never acknowledge.. I will talk each one of it.. now and will provide my perspective to it...
The great marathon has started shortly before the navratra's, when after getting into a long tussle with my senior, I taken a vow to prove him and the other's that I still have the spark well within me.. then started the hard work to crack the technical interview.... Once I am over with the intiial dormant phase... I did fairly well... and cleared some top interviews... and bingoo.. by deewali.. I had 4 offers in hand... one among them was staying back and going to onsite... others.. one with 1 of the best to work for in Noida.. 1 at hyd... and 1 at Bangalore....
So starting with Noida, I get pissed of by the HR manager attitude at the interview day itself... the way they treated an employee.. and the kind of their mentality of not caring a person's emotions and the professionals values... I felt bad.. but I didn't give him any negative vibes...
They offered me the position.. and the perks... and had given me a week's time to join them after taking 13 days to offer... I again talked to them.. but again the HR is too bad... I thought of myself... Am I going to a company truly based on my skills.. or is it a charity?
I asked ppl over there about the work.. and what I got from them was really not encouraging.. it's the similar work which I am doing here and not enjoying ... then I thought of myself.. will I enjoy the same there? or Am i just going there because for most of us that is the dream company.. and people are saying.... go vikas go.... ? I don't know somehow I was not able to convience myself for the same.. ? Even the package was not so great... I comapred it with other things and I found that it's a 5 years gamble.. do I need it now.. or would like to give myself one more chance to try and see.. if I can do anything else.... ? I gave myself one more chance... but I was knowing that it will close 1 door for me in future... so be it......
I opted for Onsite... just because I wanted to see.. if I can provide some options to my family both financially and personally... If I can built a competency which will open doors in future.. I think it's not bad to be selfish once..in your life.. so this time I did exactly the same.. heard what I wanted for myself..... and take the chances.. I know some of you think this a my wildest mistake.. or some think that I have taken advantage of the situation... but it's always easy to comment on others ....
I know it's NOT THE POPULAR CHoice but I know it was important for me... if I succeed in it.. It has golden things in store for me.. but if not...
