Well... I am not a pro blogger, not even consider myself a self obssesed maniac.. not even an expert in ny field. whatsoever.. bt don't know from childhood i have this weired feeling of been always talking to myself.. I never know why i do that.. bt it seems I always find it interesting than anything else to talk to myself.
So now a days this weired thought is going on in my life that what am I doing with my life? Ever since i moved to US, mylife is in soup.. I don't know I am happy or not? Sometims I feel like screwing my life , sometimes I feel tht no no.. it's not all about myself, it's about my family.
But tell me how my family can be happy.. I think they were more happier when i was with them... when i was nothing but only their Son.. now I have almost everyting.. success .. money.... good life but don't now why I am not happy... Even sometimes I think what am I doing..
Is this the same person, who was once famous in the whole community for his mischeivous behaviour.. who can't stop talking talking... and now what i am? A holy shit.. that fears to come out... an monster that is growing in me... Is it what they say A successful life.. Well Is this the begining of a new life...
A new life where u will never find what u want ?
Is this?
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yes buddy...it is :P...on a serious note....its jus a phase u r going through :)...u will soon overcome it :)
ReplyDeleteThat's true :) ....just a phase of life.I guess,everybody has this share of more or less same thoughts ...just keep eating brownies as you always do :)
ReplyDeletechhhhiiiii....bhooki.....ye hi salaah degi tu mujhe pata tha :P :P....nahi sir brownies na khao....eat something good...brownies are way to diabetes and heart atacks :P :P
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